I recently got out of a two-year relationship with a woman in the business of lying, cheating, stealing and professional victimhood.

I'm having quite a hard time processing the whole thing and understanding what actually just happened to me. I'm not sure whether she ever loved me and I think I've developed some serious trust issues. I'm also struggling to be optimistic about life in general after having the rug pulled out from underneath me like that.

I hope this doesn't sound too dramatic, lol

My question is, how safe am I to try psychedelics to process some of this? I've got just under 3g of mushrooms sat in the fridge and I'd like to do the full amount. I have a little bit of prior experience - I've done 2.1g at most - but never had a full-on experience. 2.1 was quite mild for me, actually.

I also don't have access to a trip sitter that I trust. But I know a lot about the psychedelic experience and have been interested in it for many years. I would say I've done my research, although I don't want to get cocky.

By the way - I am already in therapy. I just feel that I am progressing very slowly.

Any advice much appreciated!