I just had a sleep paralysis again :'( I have explored 71 times of 5meodmt, that is my first and main psychedelics, and my sleep paralysis feels quite changed.

Whenever I have a sleep paralysis and self-aware of it, and then go full-surrender I experience some electronic energy flowing in my body, as if it is kundalini energy thing, it feels kinda scary

I had kinda shadow figure approaching me like a creepy one, but it approached and grabbed my hand with warmth, but it started biting me somewhat and that was not comfortable I wondered 'if I project it to be warm, it becomes warm' like law of attraction thing.

I had deceptive thoughts thinking as if someone is trying to hurt me etc I wonder if this is what schizophrenia or bad trip on psychedelic is like

I could be aware of my breath, my mouth was seriously blocked and immobile, while my one side is nose is opened, I guess that's how I breathe while sleeping, I tried to breath that way and take many oxygen as much as possible to accelerate waking up process

After that shadow figure thing, I fully surrendered and again, whole body was so overwhelmed with electronics pulses, then everything was cleared, just realized that I was imagining everything. That stayed for 5 sec It was not a clear experience so may explore further if I have any chance.

Also when before sleeping, there is a way if there will be sleep paralysis or not, when I feel sleepy, and failing asleep I start hearing a whispering voice of someone to me.