Last weekend at a festival, I (22m) experienced ego death on LSD. To me it felt extremely real and I experienced myself dying of thirst, only to then be reborn. For a while after the rebirth I couldn't remember my memories, who people were including my own parents. My girlfriend (22f) spoke to me while I was 'dying' and I couldn't respond. I was reaching out to grab water too and felt like I physically wasn't able to.

My psychedelic journeys have been very spiritual and healing, stopping me from wanting to kill myself and so much more. She is very 'rationally' minded and an atheist. The same dose of acid was taken by her, and she said it just felt like she did 5 coffees. She doesn't understand or relate to me when I have spiritual experiences and just brushes the experiences off as drug-induced hallucinations and acts as if I am crazy or even stupid for believing there is anything real or 'spiritual' about them.

These experiences have completely changed my life and are a massive part of who I am. Yet she mocks that part of my life and it hurts.

I don't really know what to do, because in other areas we get along great, have amazing memories together, etc. Any advice would be very appreciated :)