Hey guys, I just wanted some advice if someone’s going thru the same thing as me.

I’m not a big trip guy; I smoke a little pot, I’ve had a little teenage addiction to Benzos and opiates but I don’t touch the stuff anymore, I’ve done the normal party drugs like mdma and coke but I’m not into that either and lastly I’ve done acid twice in my life, heavy visuals, got the “loop” thing and it wasn’t a very fun experience. Yesterday I tried shrooms bc i thought it’s more of a natural thing so it’s not gonna fry me and I just got a few visuals and it spiralled into a major depressive episode for the whole day and it’s not as bad today but it’s still there a little bit.

To give you a bit of a background to my mental health I wanna make it apparent that I had undiagnosed adhd, recently i got it checked out and prescribed with Ritalin. I’ve had depression and anxiety as a consequence of my adhd but since being medicated I feel level and good

Lastly, and I mean no disrespect when I say this; I don’t believe that psychedelics are spiritual, meditative or a fix all mental health cure. I think people just assign meaning to their drug use to make themselves feel less guilty but I have no problem with drug use. I’m saying all of this because I’ve read a few posts where people talk about their negative experiences and all the replies just say “you didn’t do it right”, “your mind set is the problem” or even “even a bad trip is a good trip” and basically just telling people that it’s not the drug that messed them up while they were on the drug. I’m not interested in reading Joe Rogans opinions on it, I don’t think I’m stuck in a trip but I just wanna know how long can I expect this weird withdrawal thing to last.

I just straight up ate 2 grams at a botanical garden with my cousin trip siting, I didn’t feel bad before it but within the first hour I felt more depressed than I ever have. And again I wanna make it clear than I’m not roasting anyone who thinks tripping is an important ritual, I just don’t want to hear about shit you’ve heard on YouTube or reddit, or how I’m the problem because if someone got psychosis from meth and staying up too long you wouldn’t say “your mind set and the way you did is the problem” or if someone got depressed from Xanax you wouldn’t say that either. How long am I gonna feel this sad, grieving depression?? Thankyou in advance