I had mixed 3gr of mushroom with 50mg of ketamine insufflated with a little salvia vaporized and chewed and nitrous oxide. The trip was nice but nothing transcendent until I decided to add more salvia with nitrous from then on it was extraordinary.

I could feel that everything was made of the same consciousness, I didn't just have the feeling that we were all one, I could feel every corner of the room and see all the energy in every corner of the room I was in, in addition to feeling every corner of my body, it was an infinite flow of sensations.

So many sensations, as if every corner of my body and of the room had infinite energy, except that each little point of infinite energy I received all at the same time, creating the impression of being in an infinite consciousness capable of receiving such a quantity of stimuli that I find hard to imagine.

I continued to take gas and then I left the world we live in to arrive in a place where I was several consciousnesses or energy flows at once living an infinite loop.

or I was mistaken, I was hiding the fact that I was all alone, I think I was living an infinite loop where I became aware of being all alone for a mini second, then I went back into the infinite loop, then I became aware again, and this lasted for an eternity until I completely accepted being alone, and then it was incredible, I had completely accepted being alone, being alone for eternity.

A feeling of peace transcending all existing feelings in my being and on this earth, I had experienced so much suffering in this eternity of loops where I became aware of being one without accepting it until I accepted it and felt this peace so immense I had succeeded in accepting to be alone for eternity time no longer existed I had finished the game of infinity.

Then all of a sudden I was back where I belong on this earth I couldn't accept it I think I could have ended up psychotic for life because I really couldn't accept it for 2 hours with the tank in my mouth without a balloon I took the gas again and I couldn't stop reliving the same trip I'm still alive thanks to God I had purple-blue lips after that frenzy fortunately no burns to the lung.

It happened yesterday take care of yourself despite everything you may experience never forget to attach yourself to God he will always be there for you I really love you I'm not just saying this no really I love you accept your experience that is your life Peace is stronger than anything and will conquer your discomfort, it just lies in acceptance. Peace and love ❤️