If this is like a defense mechanism or something that the mushroom does they’re winning. The mushroom has won.

It’s like even the mere idea of anything, anything meant quite literally, existing outside of myself and this fungus, this moment, also to its most literal terminology because time is made up, is just insane. Even me taking “time” out to write this while it’s happening is braking the spell. Haha “spell” cause they’re magic mushrooms

I just want to exist but there are rules. Rules are so man

Sleep is like the most non human thing a person can do cause you’re just doing nothing

It’s like getting fed so much information and it doesn’t matter at all what you do with it

I don’t need to do anything at all

Conscious sleeping

In 10 minutes from when I set that timer I’ll need to never put my mouth in my again, get off toilet. If baby awake out of playpen

-i then proceeded to have a bad trip & lock myself in the bathroom. Also the baby is my nephew & i gave him back to my sister who was in the other room