Sorry for the long post, i just want to tell this story and have no one to tell lol.

I was nervous because my last big trip left me feeling amazing for the next couple weeks, but the trip itself wasn't that fun at all. But this time it was incredible.

I Took about 3 grams of penis envy on an empty stomach with a friend, put on cocteau twins and started playing skate 3 on the come up.

After just 10 minutes I got the giggles really hard and my head started feeling heavy, by 30 minutes all the colors from the game and my lights were brighter and more vibrant, and the music sounded amazing.

After almost 45 minutes on the dot I got this huge wave of full body euphoria, the textured walls in my room started looking like they were melting down and twisting into fractals at the same time. The music was the only thing keeping me grounded, it sounded amazing, every melody, every part of the song felt so warm, I played the stadium map on skate 3 for a solid hour and a half just listening to the music (I could barely play the game, I was more so just running around not doing anything.) I kept seeing shifting patterns in everything, the walls, different things in the game, my skin.

My friend had ordered taco bell, and while I waited for them I grab it i spent a good 6 minutes drawing a weird ass picture of what I thought the bath mat looked like at the time (pictured above, I know it looks freaky, but i thought it was beautiful at the time.) I was also convinced I could see a wizard in my door, that picture is posted above as well, I drew the wizard on the door to try and show my friend.

After that about 3 hours had passed and I was through the peak so my friend and I put on YouTube we watched some big top burger, and other YouTube videos we both liked and after about 2 hours of YouTube I'm starting to fully come down, now I'm writing this. The whole time I was having waves of euphoria, I was laughing so hard i was crying, and just in general felt incredible for a good 5 hours. My friend in comparison had a very very mild trip as they were taking anti anxiety meds at the time. They said they enjoyed their time but didn't have anything crazy happen, and they got very nauseous.

Tldr: had a good big trip with heavy visuals for the first time. My last big trip wasn't that good.