im on a tolerance break from cannabis and i need to get high from anything im desperate. mushrooms seem like a good option, but im not in a headapace/environment to have an actual trip rn. ive never done psychedelics of any kind. only alcohol nicotine and weed (all heavily) for recreational substances.

im 220 pounds 6”4, my dealer has some shit called albino penis envy and golden teacher. idk what it means, im assuming its just like strains for shrooms?

basically, i wanna just get high/buzzed. i dont wanna like see the walls breathing or some shit.

would it be possible to still freak out somehow even if i took a low dose? im extremely prone to paranoia due to OCD.

so yeah, what would be a good dose, and what should i choose? the albino or golden teacher?