Backstory… My ex (44m) and I (33f) broke up. I guess he had been doing mushrooms during and after the breakup. We’d agreed to be friends after I moved out because we have a 15 year history. Not necessarily the best history but we spent a lot of time together. I initiated the breakup. Too much time spent miserable with him. Only thing we started doing towards the end was getting high on percs on the weekends. A lifestyle that I was sick of.

To the point…. Somewhere along those lines of him doing shrooms he started tripping out becoming extremely paranoid of me & his surroundings. The week before I moved he came home one day and smashed up all our computers and demanded me to factory reset my iPhone. Then once I’m gone he’s pretending to be friendly for a month and BOOM… I wake up to like 20 text messages of how awful I was and how he loves “fcking his new girlfriend”, how he cheated on me with her. Just bizarre sh!t. Totally caught me off guard. Told me how he’s been getting high on mushrooms and loved it… umm what else oh how he’s addicted and needs rehab. All of this in the same chain of texts. Mind you this guy never tells the truth about anything. Very sociopathic in his ways.

We don’t talk anymore and I’m just left dumbfounded like wtf happened?. I don’t understand psychedelics so maybe you guys could fill me in. Like has he always hated me or did the shrooms make him hate me.??

TIA