I've been doing MDMA since january. I've done it a total of 5 times. Once in January, once in February, 3 times in April and may, (don't know the exact time between each roll) and once in June. I have depression already and it's really hard for me to notice a difference and I don't think they're really has been any negative side effects. I've never even really had a comedown and feel completely normal the next day. But who knows. If you have true clinical depression you'll know what I mean when after a while it just becomes your normal and even though I have this mental illness I've been completely stable for years. I'm functional and complete my responsibilities and MDMA has actually seemed to help. I have not done it this month but I really want to, should I hold off?