I hate crying in front of people and I never cry really hard. But this past weekend at a party i drank a good bit, smoked weed, remembered I had mushrooms in my purse and ate them. Not a lot so I didn't think it would be a big deal. But I ended up crying in front of a lady who I really don't know very well. Then I ubered home with my boyfriend and ended up crying very hard. Like i said, i really hate cryingin front of people. My boyfriend seems really bothered by it. Ive seen him wasted plenty of times and no he didnt cry but I didnt judge him for the strange things he did do because i knew why. I have had 2 friends tell me it was catharsisand that i released negative emotions that i was suppressing. That makes sense to me. I'm still embarrassed though and feel like I freaked my boyfriend out. Hopefully it was genuine catharsis and not me being a crying drunk, which I never am. Any thoughts?