I just want to feel happy for a few hours just once, I did all those drugs feel stimulated and high but still no motivation or happy feelings to do anything but sit here.

I can’t stop doing weed for whatever reason it’s the most addictive drug out of everything I’ve been addicted to and making me depressed but can’t stop.

Can’t stop thinking people are spying on me threw the vents and windows and holes in walls, keep seeing shadows threw the door crack and some ones eye moving threw it, can stop checking every 5 seconds can’t take it anymore, just wanna do something longer than a minute without the paraniod thoughts, hang over is so bad that I can’t function in the morning, started these to quit much worse drugs yet feel in a worse place now than I’ve ever been and don’t know what to do but cry to eeds reddit

I have 1 grams of penis envy shrooms, will this be enough with all the other drugs to put me into a bad trip to hopefully show me the way out