It was my first schroom trip ( actually truffles) . I toped up 2 times - after 1h and after 2 h. Feeling wierd. Not bad not good. It was definitely something tho. First 2h went by like 5 min. But 3rd hour was super slow. Come up was nasty. Loads of anxiety but all under control. Wrote a little listened to music but nothing made me particularly happy for longer. When the last top up started coming up (3rd our) I got a wierd sensation of an external presence like a ghost or something. It wasn't scary but it wasn't comforting either. If anything it felt judgy. Part of me wanted to submit and go with it but I was aware I cannot since I'm on my own and it's the first time.
I wrote a lot at that point until the moment that I couldn't think about a single word anymore and went on the balcony to stare at the moon. Was tripping quite heavily at this point. I finished my journey around 4.5h hours with a long walk along the beach ( its midnight) It was funny to look at the people . Quite liked that part.

I have to say. I think I rather trip with people. I had a lot of thoughts I wanted to share. I chated with few friends messenger about my experience but it's not the same as sharing the journey.

Sorry for long post. I guess I'm still high 🤷 really curious about tomorrow and the afterglow .

Wierd night