Couple nights. I dropped alost 1000ug acid. I have only flashbacks. I smoked delta9. Ad it spiralled and looped. I threw up. I saw y own death 3d. I i am unsure i smoke i feel as if i tripping

Edit: I smoked the next couple of days and took more tabs. I knew I wast going to trip

So after the trip I smoked a lot. I usually smoke everyday. It's medical. But now I'm out of bud. Now that I'm somehat in my on mind. I think what happened that night is that I was so nervous and scared it made me first feel that something is wrong. Then the hallucinations started. I knew they weren't going to stop until the trip is over. I smoked more. I remembe calling my friend to tell him to come help me. He did come. I remember calling him. And speaking with him. I just can't remember how he came inside the room.

The comeup was so intense I thought my body overheat and give up. So I locked myself in the room. I moved the bed right up against the door so people don't come in and see me the way I am. I remember this part. Not only because I was going to trip and I wanted to fully enjoy it. But because I never told my parents or family about my drug use. They know I smoke weed. They think I'm clean.

Which I am. But every now and then If I have the chance. I definitely will smoke. But after not smoking for a while and smoking again just brings paranoia and anxiety.

I've taken a higher dose of lsd before. I had some of best time on this substance. When I first consumed. It was around 200ug. But I'm not sure if it actually that strong. It opened a portal for ew ideas In my head. It was such a beautiful experience. The second time. I believe it was 2 days later. Wasn't the best idea. I didn't rip.

The third time however. Me and the same fried went clubbing. We had lsd with us. I wasn't allowed to go into the club because in Australia you need to have an ID. Which at that time idiot have.

So my friends went inside. And told them I'd wait for them in the car. They said they were happy to go home. So I decided to sneak in to the club. And I got inside. Just to get spotted by the security guard and get chased out to the car.

I was scared at this point

I had tabs. I managed to evade guards and go to the car. I took 1500ug lsd. Because I just didn't care. It hit instantly. In about 5 mins I could see and feel the effects. My friends all come. They are both drunk. Ad he decides to take 7 tabs. And hi girlfriend took 1. It's her first time.

My friend wouldn't stop laughing. He kept telling me he doest remember how he got in the car and his girlfriend was being really sad ad suicidal.

The worst part is that he told me to drive. My license was suspended and If iget pulled over. Ill go straight to prison. Somehow despite tripping my balls off I still managed to reach home.

I was tripping for the whole 24 hours.

Couple weeks after. I tripped again. It wasn't intense. Just a couple tabs. It was really light trip. Light hallucinations.

All these times I've tripped. I have a good memory of. But the othernight. Everytime I tripped. I'd lose memory. The only was to distract myself.

During the come up. I was so paranoid and scared. I locked myself in the room. But I needed water because I as overheating. I remember walking and going to the toilet. But forgetting that I already urinated. And I needed water. So everytime I came in the room. Smell would make me trip out and loop. It became really scary to where I thought I'd die just thinking.

I know there has been times where I've passed out. And I never liked it when people were around. This trip was so intense I gave up. Urinated in a bin and tipped it on the carpet. I threw up a couple of times. But don't remember where.

I remember after a while it got so euphoric when my friend was talking to me. That I think I called him horny. After realising that I could do things again. But again instantly I'll start tripping. Then i tell him I'm tripping. I Need it to stop. He was asking me things like how many I've had. And that would make me feel so good that he is actually trying to save me. It made me feel like he is God. He is saving me. But that would trigger the euphoria and i said he is turning me on. The his girl comes in. So now I'm trying to explain to her I'm tripping worst that she has tripped. But I could properly say or do anything. I was trying to tell her my words and actions and not under my control right now. I kept saying I'm going to die. I kept saying it's THE END. THE END, THE END.

I told her I'm not emotionally ready to walk out because I could run into other people. And before you know it. I trip again. Someone snaps me out of it. But literally snapping their fingers and grabbing my attention.

I ask for a blanket and next thing you know it just puts me to sleep. Just before I wake up. Remember feeling so euphoric that I actually ejaculated just before my eyes open.

After I'm awake I see that what ever happened on the trip. Most of it actually happened. So I smoke weed again. And I'd start to trip again.

I just want to know why it made me do things I'd normally do. You may need to know how this trip was in more detail. In my mind that trip is like a puzzle. I don't even know where to start