Long time lurker.

I have been on the hunt for an anal/prostate only orgasm for probably 10 years. I’ve used just about every toy you can imagine from the Njoy and aneros to hitachi, vibrators, fucking machines and even some horse dildos.

I have gotten close (I think) and even closer than ever recently because I have introduced THC into my play (within the last 3-4 months).

It feels amazing still, don’t get me wrong. To the point where I will shake and feel like my prostate is getting larger and larger but there is no like…. Climax? It just feels nicer and nicer and nicer until it just sorta tapers off and that’s it. There is no “over the hump” feeling where I actually CUM. Just lots of nice feelings.

I very rarely will get hard, I very rarely produce cum except maybe some precum or if I’m using a larger toy that’s actually hitting my prostate directly.

I’ve tried light play, I’ve tried the “redwolf” method or what ever it’s called. I’ve tried clenching, and not clenching… I’ve tried pushing out… watching porn, using my mind only and not watching porn, refraining from masturbation for weeks… it’s so frustrating. I just want to get over that hump and learn how to actually fully orgasm through my prostate. It’s been such a dream.

If I insert an aneros or similar toy I don’t really feel anything. There’s no pee feeling or “tickle” that I hear talked about. I have even tried sleeping for several hours and didn’t feel a damn thing at any point. I’ve done tense stuff, I’ve tried fully relaxing.

I even tried having a dude fuck my ass. I’m straight (well obviously not 100%, but you know what I mean). And that did not feel nice at all. lol.

I’ve gotten closest with the njoy wand, 10mg THC and a gentle touch while relaxed, on my back with my knees bent and feet flat on the bed. And the other thing that’s get me close is a prostate vibrator that’s hands free on full blast also on my back with feet flat. I’ve tried on my side, I’ve tried doggy, most other positions don’t seem to work well except feet flat.

I see many people having wet orgasms on their side with the balls and dick behind them like “the goat” but don’t feel much for that.

Could my prostate be in a further forward or further back position so aneros don’t quite touch them? I’m short. Only 5’5”. Maybe it’s closer than normal because I’m short so the aneros isn’t quite on the money spot?

Tips? Positions? THC amount? Toys?