Not new to playing with anal, but very new to committing and rewiring. The only toy I have is this, (it's the only one at my local CVS lol), and it's not great. The clit addon makes the toy turn to the side and it won't stay on my prostate unless I use my hands. It's also decently long and misses my prostate if I just leave it in as is. It's decently big and i've been enjoying thrusting it, but I want to try more and don't know where to start. Also, I can't get a great hold on it, so it's difficult for me to thrust it and contract my muscles at the same time, so I have to stay relaxed. Any advice? I'm not at a point where I could buy an aneros or another toy right now.