Anyone else here ever experience guilt or repulsion after some play and end up tossing out toys as a irrational response? I threw out a $150 vibrating plug that really stretched me while still reaching my p-spot. Then one day when I was putting away clothes, I saw it in the bottom of my drawer, and because I wasn’t brainscrambled horny, I got rid of it out of disgust for my myself—a decision that I very quickly regretted. It’s a shame that society still regards anal play as a perverse act that makes our subconscious feel guilt.

This has happened to me a couple times as well, but this was the most expensive one. I now use some floppy plug that’s not as fun. But even then, when I get the desire to use it, I once again feel like some sort of scumbag.

Is there any way I can mentally get over this, because I really, really enjoy anal orgasms?