As you folks probably know I have elevated PSA 8.1 and had an MRI that found a mass or something that wasn’t suppose to be there. Fortunately it is contained in the prostate and hasn’t poked out the wall of the prostate. I have never said or written the word “prostate” so much in my life as in now!

Anyway my doctor sent an urgent referral request to a urologist and now I am sitting and waiting…and waiting.

My mind wonders all over the place. Sometimes I think this will be nothing and I will get on with life and at other times I am planning my funeral. (Sort of exaggerating)

I am worried about sex and having more of it. I am 55 and not ready to have that part of my life end just yet.

Anyway thanks for reading. This is a really great subreddit and you folks (I am sure it’s mainly guys here) have been so supportive and encouraging. I wish you all the best on your respective journeys!