I wont mention how I met him but I was very interested in him but he turned out to be such a fuck boy.

I stopped talking to him in May cause he was being shady but I still had feelings for him.

Something nagged at me to search him up today. He got locked up again for violating parole. He’s going back to prison. He was out for almost 11 months. 😭 💔 Idk if it’s cause I just got out of the hospital from a procedure (the meds) but I can’t stop crying. I thought he was gonna better himself.

I don’t feel like he was institutionalized. I know I’m a fool for caring but it takes me so damn long to get over someone. I hate he did this 😭 I was rooting him even if we weren’t together.