Hi I'm a 21 M. I'm very new to the world of kinks and such, have always been very introverted so I haven't had the opportunity to express myself to someone so all my desires and such have been bottling up inside.

I have always been into shifter romance (lycan, werewolf, you name it) ever since I was introduced to the gener and after watching the TV show bitten. I started to see myself desire what I was reading the more I would read the wanting to list strictly for a partner, a partner that I would be overly possessive of and would desire to mark and claim as mine and breed as well as care for and make them happy. But after reading so much of it an having the thought of wanting something like this for myself the desire to act upon these thoughts has also increased to the point where I would need to find a release for these emotions I've been carrying before I start to go crazy. But also being someone who is very shy and introverted I find it hard to express myself very contradicting to what I feel in my head ik.

Guess the questions I have would be: Are all primal desire/desires always this strong? Does anyone have an experience about building up said desires and how you were able to find a release? Also is everything I've been thinking strictly primal or would thier be other kinks included as I don't know, very new to this? And does anyone have any advice to my circumstances?