Hi, I have PE since I was 14 or so. I am now 20 and still dealing with it. This is hideous. It really blows my mental health and it affects other areas of my life too. I started time ago trying to put an end to this problem with edging, making my masturbation sessions longer, and sometimes I saw some advances, but the problem is always there and in some of the practices it returns. Recently I bought myself a FL, and I have done well in my practices, but somedays I go back to reaching the PONR too soon. Now I think that maybe I bought the FL thinking that I had solved my problem when masturbating with hands. But today I did it with hand and I found out that my problem is not gone. I am totally demoralized right now, as well as demotivated. I try everything, reverse kegels, breath... but I just feel like my problem is always going to be there. And I am really wondering myself if maybe I skipped steps as I wanted to see results as soon as possible. An maybe I am not ready yet to use a FL and I should start again masturbating very slowly and carefully. God I just cant stop thinking that it may take another year to do it good. I cant waste another year of my life avoiding sex encounters because of this. I mean I am suposely in the best years of my life, and I am not enjoying them because of this shit. Can someone tell me if I actually didnt make any advances and all this time my effort was uselless or if I do have done progress and it is just that some days are worse? Should I go back to masturbating with hand and slowly? Have someone actually overcome this shit? I really feel very bad. I just don't want to live like this. Because if when I think that I have made progress then I go with a girl and things keep the same what am I wasting my time for? Sorry for my english, I just needed to get this out.