I was having a severe panic attack one day a few years ago after leaving church, and I went to Walmart in the middle of it and accidentally stole some items, I got some spray paint and light bulbs and then started feeling fight or flight mode kick in and I ran out of the store and yelled at the door greeter. He said "you have to pay for those" and I said "oh trust me, I paid for it". My boyfriend at the time had worked at the store and he made me feel worthless, so I think I was trying to lash out against him. Well, I've never forgiven myself for the incident but I don't have it in me to go back to the store after so long and apologize. Please pray that God will forgive me and give me peace about the situation. I want to be able to move on with my life. Thank you.