I feel absolutely lost, so down and so destroyed. I need help, I need prayer, I need love and support.

I’ve been married for 20 years and my wife has admitted to having an affair with a married man who has several children. She says she’s in love and this man is her soul mate. I recognize I’ve not always been the best husband and should have done more to make my spouse feel more loved and cherished and I’m certain some of my failings in our relationship have lead her to this point.

I’m just devastated and don’t know how To get past this, to survive this. I love my wife and I’d do anything to bring her home, to bring her back to us but at the moment I am unable to and need gods Love and God’s guidance and need God’s hand upon my wife and upon myself.