Hello everyone,

I was wondering if I can request your prayers. I have been going through a lot the past couple of years. Mainly because of my mistakes and actions. I have hurt and disappointed my family. I have been working on bettering myself and building back trust with my parents. It is taking baby steps but it is happening. Everything around me seems to not get better. School/job opportunities/personal life. Whenever I feel or hope things are getting better, something comes up and brings me back to square 1. I am quickly losing hope in everything.

My faith life is also on the edge. I've tried praying and talking to God but for some reason, my heart can't tell everything to him as much as I want. Something is holding me back.

I was hoping to talk to someone about it and request prayers please. Thank you all!