If someone could check out my previous posts to get a scope of what is going on that would be greatly appreciated. But to add more to it, I am currently going through a breakup and even though I am only 18, I keep feeling in my heart that she is the one and there is a reason that we are staying in touch to better ourselves apart right now. She told me that she just feels it is right in her heart that we split up and she said right now she needs to learn how to be single and put herself first and be independent. On my end, I needed to work on some of my unhealthy qualities as well as better myself in areas that would help me, everyone around me, and her. I have been in extreme distress over this uncertainty of the future since she said she wants me to text her in 2 weeks when we are one for spring break and if she is feeling better about the whole situation (she has been extremely upset and grieving over the loss of the relationship), then we can hang out 1 on 1. So I have the anxiety there about the future. However, for these past few weeks, I keep praying to God to reveal to me through signs that I am praying for the right thing and to speak to me in my dreams. I also am praying that he opens up her heart and I am praying for myself to open up my heart and draw me closer to him. I keep having dreams of us reconciling and I keep seeing crosses while I drive while I am praying. Every time I pray, I feel my scattered mind and anxiety dissipate and get replaced by peace and clarity and the sense that her and I will be reunited it was just necessary to separate ourselves right now and I should not force it. I have never been close to God and believe he is using this to draw me closer to him. Can someone pray over me that I may no longer be numb to Gods signs and that I feel a sense of peace wash over me. And how do I know if it is God speaking to me or if it is my flesh? Because I keep feeling that God is putting it on my heart that she is my person and I need to trust in him as he puts me through this temporary single season. If someone is praying over my life and the Lord reveals something to you please share because I do not know when he is speaking to me and what is coming just from my mind. I want to know how she is feeling along with everything else but I do understand he may not reveal it all to me.