I've got the shakes, feel sick und ultimately feel horrible. I don't like these meds but I absolutely need them. Having a rare painful disease sucks balls.

Basically it's nerve pain. My disease is so rare that only 200k people a year is diagnosed with Trigeminal Neuralgia. We call it "The suicide disease" and it's no joke. Google it, It's a real thing and is considered one of the most painful conditions a person can live with. There is no cure. My neurologist has recommeded me for brain surgery to help correct the issue. I'm fighting for disability now but it's been a long 3 year battle so far! Thank goodness for good close friends because I couldn't do it without all the help.

This is why sometimes I'm slow to reply, react and approve post's and comments.

Now that I have made this update I'm hopping in the shower, getting dressed and get my drugs so I can get my day going. I absolutely hate feeling like this.......