So I've decided I want to stop watching porn and get my life back to normal. It's affected me so much that i think it might of given me ideas of wanting to be trans so I want to clear my head.

Ive tried in the past to stop and I have been successful for a while but then broke. I think the main thing that I can't do is keep myself entertained or busy. I try doing my hobbies or watching TV or rping or exorsizing but my mind always comes back in the same way.

It first starts with me feeling lonely and wanting to talk or read about peoples sexual lives. I don't know why I do this I just do.

I want to stop and try get my life back in order. Any advice?