I just been on a straight 14 days of off porn and masturbation. Yesterday I relapsed hard on watching all kinds of stuff on Fetlife ... but not masturbating..

I feel so horrible for having done that... My mind is clouded, I feel like im in a dream feel like my mind is poisoned and full of filth.. it traumatizing to me to the point that it almost makes me puke.. I went to the gym and I had no energy to perform.. none the less I pushed trought but I felt so ill.. felt like puking.. the toxicity of porn is not healthy.. it is pure poison..

Im 31M I could really use some encouragement and some kind words to get through this relapse.. I am commited to completing cut porn out of my life forever..

Thank you for whoever chose to read this 🙏🏻🙏🏻