I’m sick of it.

I have been addicted to porn since I was 13-14 and I am 23 years old now. Longest I ever went without it was boot camp and I went right back afterwords.

I would masterbate 1-3 times per day, everyday. And I am ashamed.

I just deleted over 200 gb of saved porn that went towards my sick fetishes. I’ve installed porn blockers in my phone.

I have a girlfriend of 4 years and have been doing this behind her back and I’m done. It has killed my sex drive, social confidence, and view on women. It got to the point where whenever I saw a girl I fancied I immediately imagined her acting out my porn fetishes. I’ve even started to see some of my girlfriend’s friends that way.

I’m sorry if this is tmi but I need to be honest and held accountable. I am excited to start this journey please leave any advice below. Thank you.