Hello

I have six poms. Two of them are puppies from an accidental litter. They are little terrors right now. They are huge (bigger than their parents) and bark heaps. I believe all the care they required has caused me to recently ignore their fathers health. He was recently in hospital and I had a total bill of $13000. He hadn't been urinating and I didn't notice (they are so fluffy its hard to see what they're doing when they cock their leg up). I know I'm meant to give up the puppies and I have two interested buyers but my heart is hurting and I can't seem to get back to buyers. I just want to keep them. How do I do this? I feel like only Pomeranian owners can relate