You had to have her one last time, to add insult to injury y'all did it on my dime. You don't even love her and I know you never have, to you she's just a piece of ass that's easy for you to grab. I HATE YOU, DESPISE YOU, WISH THAT YOU WERE DEAD, cause EVERY SINGLE DAY the thought of her fucking you keeps running through my head! What did I do to deserve being treated this way? Am I too boring, dumb, ugly or does God not even listen when I pray!? How was it so easy for her to forget me for this moment of shitty sex? Am I not good enough, did I do something wrong, did I anger her in a text? For SEVEN FUCKING MONTHS I gave her all I had, all my heart, all my soul and energy, was it really all that bad? Every fucking day I try to be a better man, you're still the shitty little person that would run back to Yvette as soon as you can. She knows this, you know this, but still no one can explain, how easily she can forget me and cause me all this pain. I try every day to figure out what was going through her head, while she was laying there naked while you thrust inside her on your bed. Did she like it? Did it feel better than anything I could do? Or am I so forgettable that it didn't even cross her mind to try and stop you? But FUCK ME, RIGHT? The one that loves and cares for her so deeply. But what do I expect from someone who never really tried to keep me? I'm SO FUCKING TIRED of being treated like shit! EVERY FUCKING DAY I take hit after hit! I'm so tired of all this FUCKING PAIN INSIDE! It makes me wish I succeeded when I tried to commit suicide. I now have nightmares almost every night, I dream of you guys fucking and her holding on to you tight.I wake up sweating, heart racing, silently sobbing with an ache inside my head, but I have to be quiet cause she's laying next to me in the bed. I keep telling myself it's in the past, let it go, it was just a glitch, but you had to have her ONE LAST TIME, you low life, sorry son of a bitch.