I hope you understand that I am broken inside. My hearts in pieces and my soul hides. I’ve lost my way and it’s a struggle to find.
I check for directions but there are no signs.
I feel lost in the world as I’m going blind.
I’m seriously broken even though I act fine.
Life is a battle and I’m losing mine.

I’ve been searching for love high and low.
Wasted all my time on people who go. So stuck in my head that it consumes my thoughts. I hope you understand, that these thoughts aren’t mine.
Some days they are just to much to hide. Taking me over and hijacking my mind.

There’s days I feel like a monster. That all I deserve is pain and sorrow. I look back and feel my time is borrowed. These days I feel so out of place.
Uncomfortable in my own body and skin. The days I feel this battle; I’ll never win.

I fake this smile, but my eyes are hollow I see it when I look in the mirror. I wish there was a spark, or glimmer of light. When I look to see if there is something left. I come up empty handed, again in life.

I want to feel happy, excited and loved. I wish I could have these things Ive dreamed of. When I see your face its a bit of my escape. I wonder what you see when you look at me. I see a broken man, full of self doubt. I hope you can see the one trying to get out