I never used to cut myself

But now feel it's the only thing that helps

Clear how I've felt

Cards have been dealt

Lay where I fell

You take the blade n see for yourself

I don't wanna you can't make me

Take the blade bitch

Okay if you insist

Where should I Tag first

Where does it hurt the most ?

Put em somewhere that's visible

So people can see that your pain is physical

But what if people judge

Fuck em they outta touch

They don't know the rush

They don't know how the slice of a blade

Can make all the demons fade

Should i do my face

Or maybe ny throat

I'll sit in the shower

And let the water take me

Even though I know my mother will hate me