Head aches thinking about what it takes to be in this life and happiness makes, always jaded even with my expectations faded I just want some peace and harmony all I get is a turmoil symphony, I don't want your sympathy and don't say you love me, words without action so disappointing show me you love me no more placating, caught you again in a lie, just tell me the truth I said with a tear in my eye, won't kill you to be honest but inside my trust dies, anger grows from betrayal and separation I try to forgive but it's just preparation, the next cut is coming it's a matter of time I'm bleeding to death from your careless crime, once our love was so sublime something to behold so pure and fine, mistakes and lies to protect have perverted I wish your choices could be reverted, Love should come easy and without complication I am breaking apart and losing my inspiration, twisted burnt out coming apart at the seams my heart is still beating for you clutching to dreams*