I have my own place & Iive alone, and since I'm the human & sexual equivalent of Rudolph the Red, I'm hoping to create an artificial means of indulging in what life seems intent on not naturally bringing my way. Also, my mom recently passed 2 weeks ago, and I could really use the therapeutic distraction, and need something to focus on and get lost into bad enough that I'm actually posting on here, it's a long shot hope. Tho, realistically I'm only expecting a dead end. Maybe I'll be surprised?

I see tons of people post pics here, and on other subs, constantly, but yet doesn't let me, it's AWAYS grayed out, like, wtf, am I the only one not allowed to post a picture? Is it truly a law of physics that I can't be allowed any chance at all by the cosmos?! Lol 👀😮‍💨 like seriously, others can post dick pics and anything else under the sun, but I can't post one nice decent picture of my face