I think of you so many times throughout the day. Sometimes in anger. Others in sadness, but mostly in sweet memories. That leave me smiling. I regret so much. But I also know that even though we loved each other so very much we would have held onto our anger, just like we do now. I couldn't and still don't believe I would ever be enough for you. That while you held the queen in your hand you kept entertaining jokers. Something in you needs the messages from others. I wanted to be everything to you but no matter how hard I tried in the end trying is dying. I will always love you & think of you & miss you. Maybe one day. But I know that I want the happily ever after. I want to be married, buy a home, grow old together. You once said you will always be a junkie & I believe that now. We will always have Memphis my everything. Love your Mis Bunny