Hello! I'm not really sure where to start with this or what i expect. I am a woman in her 20s, I've never been interested in stuffed toys in this way, My bed was covered in them when i was younger but nothing like this. This week i started college (I'm a late bloomer i know!) and while shopping for items for my room i saw a stuffed toy in a trift store. She is a my little pony build-a-bear I'm not sure of her name as i didn't watch the show, she was tall and white with a sun on her if that helps. Anyway seeing her there gave me a rather strong feeling of sadness, build a bears are normally made there in the store and made with "love" and care by the person so to see her in a thrift store was sad! I went home and sadly didn't buy her. For a few nights i would think back about her and how she found a nice home, However the other night i thought about her and found myself getting hot, excited over this toy, I want to kiss her and date her not just sexy things. I figured there must be something wrong with me. Then i found here! i made a reddit just to post here and i dont know to what end, maybe im just screaming into the void or telling you all so i dont feel so alone. I dont understand why she makes me feel this this! Thank you for listening to me rant