Ive been restricted from a lot of things in my life and I want the chance to experience more intimacy.

I don’t really care about saving my “womanhood” and honestly just wanna get it gone and done to see if I like it or not.

I’m not asexual cause I definitely get the hots but never having that feeling and some days it even reached a point of a year where I didn’t feel a sexual need.

But being plus size and growing up in communities where I wasn’t asked out due to my weight cause I’ve heard from friends guys liked my personality but never wanted to make a move due to my weight which has honestly messed up my self esteem when it comes to my looks.

And seeing your friends being able to go on dates and do the deed while your just there. I thinks I finally wanna experience that.

So ladies if you all know where and how I can find someone to go out with or hook up or any advice please tell.