My bf still wants to have unprotected sex even though we just had an ab*ration a month ago

I’m just venting but advice is welcomed . I ( F28) had an abortion on Feb. 1st so about a month & half ago. I got my first period this past week which made me really happy. My bf(M28) would prefer to have sex everyday and I’m not ready to have sex routinely because I still feel weird about my body and our sex life after the procedure .

My bf made a comment about my lack of wetness …I assumed he was joking but I can’t deny that I’m sensitive about my body and having sex at the moment. Last night he came into our bedroom trying to initiate sex and I declined him , and returned to the couch in the living room. I expressed to him that I want more intimacy and I often feel like all he wants to do is f*ck me but there’s no connection there.

Like I said the procedure was only a month ago so I don’t feel comfortable fcking like a rabbit right now . Especially since we don’t always use protection. I’m scheduled to get back on BC by the end of the month so I am being proactive about my sexual health . But I feel like he’s not giving me enough credit or space to fully reconcile our decision to end a pregnancy. I don’t understand how he can be so anxious to start fcking again especially unprotected.

Lastly, he’s unemployed at the moment so I don’t feel 100% comfortable having sex because only 1 of us can afford a plan B …idk , am I being a bad gf for not wanting to have sex all the time right now ? I’ve opened the door to try new sexual acts like we do more oral , pearl neckless, along with ttty fcking . I feel like I’m trying but I’m somehow still letting him down .