Hi C. *. B. ,

Hoping that you may never find this and read this.

I really don’t know why I fell hard for you. We only went out once? And there’s no constant communication? And you ghosted me without even saying why. You were the reason of my MDD several months ago. What you did took toll on my mental health. I’m glad that I’m getting better now. I really don’t know why you suddenly reached out is it because you need help? And I’m the only one available? Gagi halos di ka mawala sa isip ko since the day that we met. Kahit hindi tayo nag uusap at nag kikita. Hindi ko pa din maisip kung bakit mo ko ghinost pero di na importante yun tanggap ko na naman na di ako pasado sa standard mo.

You are one of the reasons kung bakit ako lumipat dito sa condo na to kahit ang mahal mahal wala lang gusto ko lang yung feeling na nag kakasabay tayo sa elevator minsan at nag kaka salubong sa hallway kahit di mo ko pinapansin. I am still praying for you.

Kung di man ako yung rason sana may dumating para maalagaan ka at mapasaya ka sorry kung hindi ako yun. Kilala na pala kita at alam ko na ang pangalan mo. Even though you lied, I understand. See you soon sa Court Pañero. If you need help andito p din ako handang tumulong at kausapin ka pag need mo ng kausap.