Hi J, hindi na kita babatiin ng merry christmas and happy new year kasi hindi na ako magpapapansin sayo hahahaha

Its been a years, months, days, exes, and a whole lot more without you. Yes I regret everything that happened without you, and yes I wasted the chances of me getting with you when we matched on bumble. Why you ask? kasi I never got better since the day we ended in 2020 and Im guilty of not deserving you.

Eversince we, nahirapan ako magform ng totoong relationship. it always stared with flings not because of fearing commitment but because i still feel commited to you in such way, bullshit diba? oo pero i never got emotionally attached to them just like how i did to you, nakuha mo talaga ako J.

Now 2024 is ending, tamang bili bili lang ako sa crochet shop mo naghihintay mabuo loob ko para kausapin ka and maybe manghinye ng closure. I honestly hoped the past few months i could get us back together but you intimidate me so much, i fear getting rejected, i fear i might say the words that ruin any chance i can get.

Im just deciding now im way over you, too late to say pero i just realized if ikaw nakamove on ng walang closure kaya ko rin siguro diba? Hayy, I hope i can witness you graduate and pass the board exams.

Yours truly, D