You still are the only person I consider my the one that git away. Back at college it was such a mess when we tried to make it work. I accepted every misunderstandings and heartbreaks that was caused back then when we met up again after 4 years. I thought back at 2022 it would be our year.

I was planning to take my boards and was studying for it but you stuck with me and even told me you were going to court me instead and wouldn’t be a hindrance to my studies. However I failed my exam, severed ties with you, and even lied to you when I sent you a voice message saying I don’t love you anymore.

I know it’s late but I regret it and you deserve to finally know the truth. I ended things with us because I didn’t want my family blaming you for me not passing my first boards. You already went through a lot with your family and I didn’t want you to have problems or issues with mine.

It also didn’t help how I was starting to show signs of dissociative identity disorder and didn’t want to put you through dealing with me during that time.

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I heard you’re already engaged when a mutual friend of ours saw a picture of you with someone else with a ring on your finger. I’m happy for you, truly I am. Do I wish it was me who was engaged with you? Yes. But they make you happy and that’s enough for me.

N.