Today was a devastating day for me hahaha why? Chozz. Ayun ended up convo with my kaharutan for 2 weeks pero bakit may kirot is it because sinisi ko sarili ko or is it because umasa ako na ipro-prove nya lang sincerety nya? No one knows. Hahaha sige na nga di na ko hahanap ng sagot sa tanong na hindi naman na masasagot talaga. Basta clear na period na yun no erase since she blocked me naman na even dito sa reddit. Hahaha tsaka I doubt talaga, since day 1. I stalk her din sa fb she has this rpw account. Kung ano man yun. Idk.

After lang naman nun, namatay yung inaalagaan kong pusa. Nanglambot ako since myself doesn't know how to process emotion specially hinawakan ko sya and matigas naaaa meaning not enough attention yung nabigay ko sa pusa. I didn't notice patay na pala sa tabi ng couch. How to love cats baaa? 🥲 cat lover naman ako, may reason lang kung bat hindi na. Perooo why? Bakit double dead ako ngayong araw?

Bumawi ka sakin universe please. Make bawi before ako madepress nanaman.