Once I leave the relationship, there’s no real turning back. But ours is not even a relationship

but why? Did I break my own rule for only you. I once left and went back, perhaps you’re really something.

To cut the BS and drama, I really think that replacing you is so easy. As you know, I am a gentle monster, and my voice and looks can be so deceiving. In the real world, people look up to me. Madami pa makakakita sakin like you did. TBH, I don’t really hate you, kasi mas lamang pa din yung happiness and pleasure kaysa yung pain. You bring out the best and worst in me, and it’s up to me, kung ano pipiliin ko. Your endless shadow and the anxiety of losing you vs the calmness, pleasure, and comfort that I feel when I think if you. It’s up to me.

Now that it's the end and I’m firmly turning my back, I want you to know that I will always choose to see the good in you. May we unravel everything that connects us. Thank you for being the second woman who tried her best and chose to walk on eggshells with me. I can’t promise to stop fantasizing about you and delete your photos, but I’ll do my best. ✌🏽

Goodbye.