It’s ironic that I have to pass by every day of my fucking life in the place where I first saw you. That shape of yours made me drop everything without a tiny hint. When you’re hyper-fixated on someone and they’re no longer there for you due to normal instances, it sucks, babe. It sucks to not hit on you, my Mary jane. Well, I was able to stop smoking therefore I can stop my addiction to you. It just really sucks at first. Hirap mag pigil. My intrusive thoughts would be like this: I’ll find you, hold you, and make sure you can’t resist me but no, im not a crazy bat shit to do that, all i can say is FUCK, di bale ng sayo adik at least hindi sa shabu. 

Sabi sayo self, don’t put all your eggs in one basket. Lol   The tables have turned. Fuck. I want you so bad. Habang tumatagal mas lumalala. Anyway, I’ll be okay.