6 years.. what am i supposed to do with that haha

alam mo college struggles ko, how i used to study while u wait me to finish. alam mo kung saan campus at building ko, kasi ilang beses na kita nadala dun eh. sinamahan mo pa kami one time sa shoot namin kasi kulang kami ng extra. kilala mo batchmates at college friends ko. alam mo ups but mostly downs ko and u were there. kahit di mo alam right words na sasabihin, u know how to comfort me.

one time na u just let me cry and hugged me tight in my room bc i was so down. i dont think i can be vulnerable again like that with just anyone.

alam mo struggles ko even after graduating hanggang sa nagka-work ako. u even adjusted ur workplace na malapit lang sakin. pinupuntahan mo ko kahit saglit lang na breakfast or lunch. you always make time for me.

ang dami kong firsts sayo.

siguro nga ang selfish ko sa part na laging sa convenience ko lang.

sabi mo mahal lang kita pag malapit ka sakin..

maybe, this is me grieving. and letting u meet new people who deserves u more.. partly wishing u’ll greet me on my birthday