I feel so bored, to the point that I want to kill myself. My mind got painted black, deciding how I would kill myself as if I knew no one in the world. As in, no one crossed my mind except you. As if I have no friends, family, coworkers, or neighbors, only you. In this dark episode, you are the only person I can think of, so I stopped. Now I get back to my senses. Thanks for saving me again, you beautiful thing that God sent.  Kaya ko pa mics. Hindi kita iiwan kahit matagal na kong non existent sa buhay mo. Ayokong malungkot ka. For you, I’m willing to endure pain with every breath that I take in this playful word. On a serious note, I'm really sorry that I thought of you today. Please forgive me.