Okay fellow virgo. Parehong pareho tayo ng ugali. I fell, and now I lose. I’ll keep this letter short and simple, buti ka pa kaya mo mag tago ng feelings/selos.  Now ang goal ko nalang talaga sa earth maging stoic.

I hope she treats you right. Malaki ka na. I will finally stop looking out for you. I hope she will water you and sana sa susunod na pagkita natin na reach mo na potential mo. I still don’t know if I can be there for you if you finally open a coffee shop. But who knows, Diba? Baka pag nawala yung feelings ko, we can still help each other or work together. Tonight, I realized that I have feelings for you. It hurts me to see you being held by her, not with my protective, tough arms.  That should be me….. and it fucking hurts like hell. But okay, still thanks me letting me experience you. I’m sorry.

And also cupido, if you’re going to make me fall in love with someone, please dun din sa kayang sumugal para sakin with no BUT’s. I’M FUCKING READY, UNIVERSE! Let me meet her. I’ve changed, and I will keep on changing. Mahalkitapero is not true love. Universe, I just want to be truly madly,deeply in love with someone I was content and loved the way I wanted to be loved. 

7/6/24  

Update

7/7/24 You asked me im okay and you tell me that my sinigang is so deli, the only thing you remember last night because you’re so drunk. Don’t worry, I will still cook for you but I don’t want to see you with her. Just slap my jealous ass. Lol you always do that. Please be happy with her. I know you will never choose to be with me cause your greatest EX is my childhood best friend. Virgo things. Willing to destroy someone just to stand up with what they believe. #moral#pride