hello, i hope you are having a good time. i hope its nice where you are.

do you still hate the holidays? does it still make u feel lonely?

a random thought but i dont think i can ever rlly fully move on.. and forget. i still think i’ll always be longing for something. sometimes, i still think of those ppl who i no longer talk with.

theres this one song i dont skip whenever it plays just bc i remember someone w it. there r a lot of unsaid words written on my notes that they will never know. i still search and look back on old convos. places i passed by.

i dont think i can really forget anyone.

i’ve done a lot of bad things. still, life’s been good to me somehow.

so.. happy holidays to u. im proud of u for finishing this year. you’re tough.🎄