Nakausap lang kita saglit and here I am. Delulu na baka may pag asa. Pero a part of me knows na takot ako sumugal uli.

Ang dami ko pa gustong ayusin muna sa buhay ko. But talking to you made me feel home uli. Wala na yung galit or insecurities or jealousy or anything negative. Pero alam naman natin parehas na what happened to us was destructing. At ayoko uli maranasan mo yung ganung pain. At takot rin ako to experience that kind of loss dahil hanggang ngayon, I'm barely alive. I'm still recovering.

I missed you and its the truth. And I'm happy for you. Di man tayo in the future or until we get old and die hugging each other like what we discussed before, grateful pa rin ako na you came in my life. Loving you made my life colorful.

Mag iingat ka lagi. I missed you so much. Masaya lang talaga ako na wala na yung bitterness in my heart. Yung pain of what we went through. I really pray that may you receive all the blessings you deserve. See you around

-M